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I am no psychologist or therapist, so I wonвЂ™t go into the harms of pornography there are hundreds of books and articles on that subject. This is one reason itвЂ™s VITAL we teach our kids right from wrong, and keep a close eye on what they are exposed to. They can do an Internet search for вЂњfree pornвЂќ and get thousands and thousands of sites.

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WhatвЂ™s scary is that our children no longer have to hit up their pervert uncle for an adult movie on VHS, or steal a magazine from the grocery store. Whether it be the perversion of pornography and sex addiction, or drugs and alcohol, they try to deal with this trauma the only way they know how. One thing many drug addicts and adult film actors have in common (and many porn stars ARE drug addicts, from what IвЂ™ve learned) is they, too, were molested as children, in some form or fashion.

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They say (ya know, the infamous вЂњthey,вЂќ who say everything) a child is SO harmed by pornography and sexual abuse, in fact, the brain doesnвЂ™t know how to process it. I have an addictive personality, so, to be quite honest, I still fight with myself not to give in, ESPECIALLY in this day of вЂњfree porn on your computer and phone.вЂќ By the time I was a preteen I was stealing X-rated magazines from the local grocery store, and within a couple years I had a large stack of them under my bed. My young mind being exposed to something as harmful as this type of abuse caused me to become addicted to pornography. So innocent, so preciousвЂ¦ вЂњGhosts crowd the young childвЂ™s fragile, eggshell mind.вЂќ (from вЂњPeace Frog,вЂќ by The Doors, 1970) Many adults arenвЂ™t even ready to handle sex, so we can imagine how much MORE damaging this is on a childвЂ™s spirit. Studies show when a childвЂ™s mind is invaded with something as ugly as sexual abuse, it can cause a great amount of emotional damage. Every time I share the story, at least one person comes up to me afterward and admits the same thing happened to them, but they never told anyone.

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So what does this have to do with the death of a porn star? Well, gimme a minute and IвЂ™ll show ya.ДЄs much as IвЂ™d love to keep my little secret, I am compelled by full disclosure, if only because it seems to be wayВ more common than most think. When I share my testimony with audiences, part of my story is the fact that, when I was in kindergarten, I was sexually abused by an older boy. Those closest to him believe his spiral into violence was caused by a Traumatic Brain Injury from a motorcycle accident a year before his death for which he refused to be treated He was also severely beaten in the head a couple months after the accident while attempting to break into a home.(newly revised by author, 09/02/21) вЂњThose porn stars youвЂ™re watching? Many of them are dead.вЂќ The day of the fall he went on a rampage in which he strangled and stomped his 81-year-old landlady to death, killed her cat with his bare hands, and assaulted two people next door to his residence Best known for dating singer Katy Perry and for his roles on the TV shows 'The O.C.' and 'Sons of Anarchy.' Ironically, he quit 'Sons of Anarchy' because he felt the story lines were too violent In the months prior to his death he had exhibited increasingly bizarre behavior and been arrested several times for assault. Died September 26, 2012, age 28, after a fall from a roof

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